Monday, March 15, 2010
Thanks for the support!
I just want to thank everyone for their support. I was depressed and feeling empty, and now with the help and encouragement of my friends and family, I am now happy and content. I have decided, as I said before, to join the LDS church. I feel good about my decision. I know that it is not going to be easy. I expect challenges in my path, but I know that those challenges will only make me a stronger person and so prove that I am worthy. I really hope that I can become a better person for my husband and my children to come. I have plenty of room for improvement in just about every aspect of my life and I want to change that. I know that the only way for me to better myself is through persistence and with the help of those who love and care about me. I look forward to working with those people to better myself and therefore my life. I want to be a better wife to my husband. I want to do everything I can to make him happy. I also want to be the best mom that I can be. I want to be able to teach my children by example as well as by letting them learn lessons of their own. I want to do everything I can to be with my family for eternity. If the LDS church is true, I'm still learning and cannot form a decision yet, then I need to do everything I can to ensure my eternal family. If I don't get what I want from this, then at least I can say that I tried. What more could I ask for. I love my little family, and I never want to be apart from them. When my family grows I know that I will grow along with it. I have changed tremendously just from having my daughter. My heart grows ever more larger with every passing day that I spend with my beautiful. I can't imagine how large my heart will grow to include my future family. I look forward to the journey ahead. Bring on the challenge!!!!
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You are such an amazing Mommy!!! You are so awesome Brandy, I admire your strength and courage. Luv you!
ReplyDeleteThanks Manda, that means alot to me. Its been such a hard road to get to where we are.
ReplyDeleteKeep working at it!!! I do want you to know though and i'm not trying to push my beliefs on you at all! But the church has been such a refuge for me that i want you to know I believe it with all my heart and it has made such a difference in my life. I"m so grateful that i get to see my brother and sister again and that my little family gets to be together forever. The savior is my friend and i know he feels my pain and understands it. I know he feels my joys. I know he died for me so i can repent and live with him and my family again. It's hard sometimes to be lds because of the outside influence and the mocking, but it's so worth it to me. I believe and know it's true. If this is the path you choose to go down I would be more then happy to help you with anything I know you have a really great support system from jakes family, but if you need anything let me know. I hope you find what you are looking for. I think you are so awesome!!!
ReplyDeleteBRANDY!!! I love you so much and am so grateful for the opportunity I had to share with you. I am so glad the door was opened and that I followed the promptings of the Spirit. That was probably one of my most favorite discussions I have had. You and your little family mean so much to me and I want to help you in anyway I can. There might be some challenges in the way but you are right, as you push through them they will make you stronger. Lets make another time where we can sit down and talk some more. I'm sure you have questions and there is more I would LOVE to share with you.
ReplyDeleteLOVE YOU!!
~Mindy
Thank you Erica. I really appreciate your support. I am sure I will eventually need your help!
ReplyDeleteAnd Mindy, thank you so much. I am really thankful for the opportunity to work with you on this!